Said in River Song’s lilting voice: SPOILERS. Stop right now if you haven’t watched the final episodes of season 9. Go watch, cry buckets of tears, re-watch to figure out what in the world is actually happening, then come back and read all about Clara Oswald, the Impossible Girl.
I have to admit, I have been sobbing since Doctor Who forced me to face…[SPOILERS] the death of the empowered, gutsy Clara Oswald. It is always tragic when we lose a companion – be it through memory loss or disappearing into an alternate dimension (I still tear up every time I see the photo of Rose and 9 leaning against the walls, separated for all time). But we haven’t, in the latest reincarnation of the series, been forced to watch a beloved companion die.
It was tragic, in slow motion, and featured a ruthless raven pulling the life right out of Clara. Sniffle. Then I continued to cry through “Heaven Sent,” as the Doctor struggled to face her death in the strange torture chamber that led to his home planet. Why can’t Clara be there? Why is she gone?!
Not all of his female companions have been fully empowered. Their role is to act as an extension of the audience, following the Doctor blindly, being wow-ed at his daring escapes and complicated plans. We’ve seen glimpses of strength, but in the end, the Doctor has the ultimate agency. Just think about poor Donna, who was forced to have her memories of the Doctor erased because her feeble mind couldn’t handle being “DoctorDonna.”
But Clara, our dear Clara, may have saved this entire series by doing the one thing those other companions struggled to do: to make the ultimate choice about her future, all by herself. In choosing to keep her memories even when facing her ultimate death, Clara became more like the Doctor than even the Doctor was in the final series 9 episode, “Hell Bent.” I can’t say that Clara was empowered throughout her time on Doctor Who, but this one last act of agency was enough to redeem her and to place her at the top of the female companion list.
I salute you, Clara Oswald, for ending your time on Doctor Who the same way you began: your way. To commemorate our beloved Clara and to help imagine just where she may be traveling in her own TARDIS-shaped-like-a-diner, I’m sharing my favorite Clara episodes:
The Snowmen
This fun period piece introduces you to Clara Oswald version #2 and features vicious live snowmen. A holiday classic.
The Name of the Doctor
Ignore the fact that Clara states, “I was born to save the Doctor.” She was certainly born for more than that. However, this is the episode where she once again takes control of her past, present, and future by jumping into raw time itself to save the Doctor.
Face the Raven
“Let Me Be Brave.” And Clara truly was.
Hell Bent
As I said, this might be my favorite ending to a companion. Pulled out of time in her last moments of death, Clara is faced with a manic Doctor willing to break time itself to save her. Before he can erase her memories, enabling him to hide her away in some distant corner of the Universe where she will live on and be “safe,” Clara takes her life into her own hands and reclaims it.
Run you clever girl, and be Clara.
Shan